Post by lizanne333 on Mar 29, 2005 13:06:57 GMT -5
I can soar to the heights!
I can bring back incredible insights!
I have a CONNECTION on high!
I can share my observations with others!
OF WHAT VALUE IS ANY OF THIS IF I CAN NOT GAIN
CONTROL OF THE PHYSICAL BODY AND THE BRAIN!
Stored in a series of filing cabinets within my brain
is the objective information of subjective experiences
from the moment of my physical manifestation
within my mother's womb.
I have found after 55 years of my life that uneknownst
to myself I have been repeating that "ENgraved"
information in my manifested everyday life.
Even though I know that I am repeating patterns
that are stored somewhere in the hardware of my
brain, I have been unable to direct that organ
to play a different tape.
So, just who is in control here??
The brain places NO value (good/bad) to the events
and the resultant perceptions of the world.
It just does what it is supposed to do.
Stimulus, internal, or external received by the brain,
unlocks stored information of previous perceptions
of previous events. One filing cabinet, upon releasing
its' information, connects to another filing cabinet,
which then {and according to its' PROPER function (on that
we can wonderfully/certainly rely)} dumps its' content into the sea of electro/chemical solution, where and when organization (according to previous programming) occurs,
this information is then absorbed, (maybe) by the
neurons, which in turn transmit this this information in
the form of a spark to other neurons, and then, well,
I lose my intricate vision here, but somehow the brain
releases this mummified, archived, old information
to the emotions, perceptions and ultimately to the body.
The body then acts out old stuff. The observer that
we all have, looks at the emotions, the behaviour,
and the reaffirmation of the repeated behaviour; {as that
information is delivered once again to the brain, where
the brain says, ah this is Good! (as the information
returned to it is in keeping with that which it sent out)}
and screams, NO! NO! this is not what I want to achieve!
It screams "This is not my intent. This hurts! Why, oh why
can I not manifest physically that which I know to be
true spiritually?" It is as though I do not have control
of my physical self here! Can I not dictate to my mind
directions that it will follow? Who is in control here?
Why does it seem as though I am subject to the
authority of the organism that is supposed to serve
me?
Why does it seem as though it has its' own agenda
that overrides my immediate and current needs?
I am furious! I am frustrated!
Does my body/brain think that it knows what is best
for me by re-creating painful experiences in the present
that in actuality occurred in the past?
Well, my friend, this has to and will stop!
Why? Because I say so! I am going to figure it out.
Again, if I can soar to the heights of glory in spirit, then
doggone it, I will reign over and be in control of the
organism in which I reside!!
Let's see how that statement plays out. Okay?
Pllease, any comments, that have capability of, when
viewed, being applied to this struggle, that give me the
control and the authority to achieve this goal, are
welcome!
Remember, I already have access to the spiritual
information, and at this point in time have not
seen a way through "greater light" as a means of
obtaining this control.
Thanking you in advance,
Lizanne
I can bring back incredible insights!
I have a CONNECTION on high!
I can share my observations with others!
OF WHAT VALUE IS ANY OF THIS IF I CAN NOT GAIN
CONTROL OF THE PHYSICAL BODY AND THE BRAIN!
Stored in a series of filing cabinets within my brain
is the objective information of subjective experiences
from the moment of my physical manifestation
within my mother's womb.
I have found after 55 years of my life that uneknownst
to myself I have been repeating that "ENgraved"
information in my manifested everyday life.
Even though I know that I am repeating patterns
that are stored somewhere in the hardware of my
brain, I have been unable to direct that organ
to play a different tape.
So, just who is in control here??
The brain places NO value (good/bad) to the events
and the resultant perceptions of the world.
It just does what it is supposed to do.
Stimulus, internal, or external received by the brain,
unlocks stored information of previous perceptions
of previous events. One filing cabinet, upon releasing
its' information, connects to another filing cabinet,
which then {and according to its' PROPER function (on that
we can wonderfully/certainly rely)} dumps its' content into the sea of electro/chemical solution, where and when organization (according to previous programming) occurs,
this information is then absorbed, (maybe) by the
neurons, which in turn transmit this this information in
the form of a spark to other neurons, and then, well,
I lose my intricate vision here, but somehow the brain
releases this mummified, archived, old information
to the emotions, perceptions and ultimately to the body.
The body then acts out old stuff. The observer that
we all have, looks at the emotions, the behaviour,
and the reaffirmation of the repeated behaviour; {as that
information is delivered once again to the brain, where
the brain says, ah this is Good! (as the information
returned to it is in keeping with that which it sent out)}
and screams, NO! NO! this is not what I want to achieve!
It screams "This is not my intent. This hurts! Why, oh why
can I not manifest physically that which I know to be
true spiritually?" It is as though I do not have control
of my physical self here! Can I not dictate to my mind
directions that it will follow? Who is in control here?
Why does it seem as though I am subject to the
authority of the organism that is supposed to serve
me?
Why does it seem as though it has its' own agenda
that overrides my immediate and current needs?
I am furious! I am frustrated!
Does my body/brain think that it knows what is best
for me by re-creating painful experiences in the present
that in actuality occurred in the past?
Well, my friend, this has to and will stop!
Why? Because I say so! I am going to figure it out.
Again, if I can soar to the heights of glory in spirit, then
doggone it, I will reign over and be in control of the
organism in which I reside!!
Let's see how that statement plays out. Okay?
Pllease, any comments, that have capability of, when
viewed, being applied to this struggle, that give me the
control and the authority to achieve this goal, are
welcome!
Remember, I already have access to the spiritual
information, and at this point in time have not
seen a way through "greater light" as a means of
obtaining this control.
Thanking you in advance,
Lizanne