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Mar 9, 2005 19:27:40 GMT -5
Post by Edina on Mar 9, 2005 19:27:40 GMT -5
Very interesting, thank you for sharing! Hope you'll find all the answers you're looking for!!
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Mar 10, 2005 7:45:33 GMT -5
Post by Bluebird on Mar 10, 2005 7:45:33 GMT -5
I read your postings with great interest, Falion. You haven't seen the blue men since you were a kid, but you say you see other things? Have you ever seen something black, like filled of darkness, radiating with something evil?
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Mar 10, 2005 17:29:59 GMT -5
Post by Falion on Mar 10, 2005 17:29:59 GMT -5
Bluebird! A mini black Hole! Ihate to admit it, but ive seen something similar to what your describing..In Old houses, in the bottom corners of rooms..I think of a black hole, the way it looks,the way it sucks in or generates a feeling of intense fear, dense hole of blackness..It has something to do with spiritual implosion of some sort....Its .......scary as hell!!!being in an ancient house is like walking into a static charged chamber, full of all sorts of murmurs of the other realms crossing paths at one point.....
**edit: please watch your language on here, and show respect for others. Thanks. ~ Edina
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Mar 10, 2005 17:40:01 GMT -5
Post by Falion on Mar 10, 2005 17:40:01 GMT -5
Edina! I think everybody here are adults! I will not limit my self expression, that would be hypocritical of myself and of this site dont you think?! And how was I being dis-respectful?
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Mar 10, 2005 17:48:54 GMT -5
Post by Edina on Mar 10, 2005 17:48:54 GMT -5
Please check your Inbox, I sent you a private message.
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Mar 10, 2005 17:50:44 GMT -5
Post by Edina on Mar 10, 2005 17:50:44 GMT -5
No over the top swearing, please. That's all I'm asking for.
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Mar 10, 2005 18:02:16 GMT -5
Post by Falion on Mar 10, 2005 18:02:16 GMT -5
Hey no problem there Edina....please check your inbox, i repied.
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Mar 11, 2005 2:26:00 GMT -5
Post by Bluebird on Mar 11, 2005 2:26:00 GMT -5
Falion, that's what it was. Except for that it had the shape of a man and was standing over my bed. And it was scary as hell.
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Mar 14, 2005 8:25:05 GMT -5
Post by Grave on Mar 14, 2005 8:25:05 GMT -5
I read your postings with great interest, Falion. You haven't seen the blue men since you were a kid, but you say you see other things? Have you ever seen something black, like filled of darkness, radiating with something evil? Oh yes, I have seen that black. A shadow. Comes when you are sleeping but you think that you are not but you are. It held my hands ( I feel so silly to talk about it, but it was true) It stayed with me and it was very intresting to accept it. Long story that I won't bother you with. .. but thats how I became Grave. Grave(Ouch)
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Mar 14, 2005 12:59:06 GMT -5
Post by Edina on Mar 14, 2005 12:59:06 GMT -5
If you don't mind to bother us, could you please tell about it when you feel like it?
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Mar 14, 2005 14:00:50 GMT -5
Post by Falion13 on Mar 14, 2005 14:00:50 GMT -5
Tell me more Grave. I believe we who experience these abnormal beings (Whether they derive from our own power, or are indeed from a seperate realm is another conversation) are very few..DONT FEEL SILLY..when I found this site I instinctively dropped my gaurd and let it all out. its rare to find ones with similar experiences, and ones open-minded as the spooks on this site!
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Mar 15, 2005 6:20:41 GMT -5
Post by Grave on Mar 15, 2005 6:20:41 GMT -5
If you don't mind to bother us, could you please tell about it when you feel like it? AndTell me more Grave. DONT FEEL SILLY Ok Then, but don't throw stones on me later ;D ---------------------------------------------------------------
On 24th April 1999
Yet another night, I was unable to sleep as usual. I got promoted, something that was suppose to make me happy. But I felt low, like something is missing. Each night, I think of the roles I play and realize, that I have always pretended. How virtual and manipulative had I become. Who am I? i thought
But, it was a brand new day next day; I wanted to sleep with good things in my mind and befor he visited again.
Too late....
Back of my head starts to vibrate violently,
"I won't give up to this pain tonight.
What does he want? Why does he try to win me? Every time I have fought back my best, but he's managed to take over a part of me. He's always taken me by surprise.
But tonight, I am ready. "
This vibration were about to burst my veins, "I won't surrender.. I would die but I won't quit tonight” I hollered
I widen my eyes but the laser like white light (flame) blinded me out. The light travelled towards me and disappeared under my bed. It held my hands from underneath. I could somehow see black fingers digging my skin in the little light that filled the room. I was unable to move, and with vibrations getting violent every second it was becoming unbearable, and I heard him say
"Let me win tonight again... you can try next time"
For a moment I wished to surrender but my hate said "No"
I was about to loose when I suddenly started to feel sorry for him, and I said, "I will give up, but what do you want?"
"I want you to surrender, I want you and goodness that you have"
"What would you do with all the goodness?
"None of your business"
Suddenly I thought I was out of the picture, I heard someone, talking to him as me, it wasn’t me but it felt as if I am talking to him, he didn’t seem to notice the change.
This new person said
"Look, I know that the "Good" and the "Bad" have to fight, however, both Good and Bad have a GOD to believe in. This GOD is common as you know it too isn't it so?"
"Yes" he said, his voice was so much like mine.
"Then there is no point in fighting for Bad or Good, or among you and me for goodness that you seek. You can play your role and fight each night with me, but there is something above this, and it is that we are one and together. When you try to fight me I too bring up defenses and try to eliminate you, and at that point of time you and me become quite similar in nature, we both want to win over each other isn’t it?"
"Yes"
"So we are brothers in way with similar nature?"
"Yes, I think so"
"In other words I can say that you are fighting your own brother Demon, or that you already have goodness like your brother that you try to steal"
He relieved my pain and let my hands loose, I wanted to kill him right away, but I didn't seem to control my action, it was this new someone behaving as me.
"So lets leave it and be friends, you know if I rise, I could torture you with the power of light, or that you too could turn me into darkness with your strength, but we have no point in doing so. Above these roles we are free and one. Friend, I accept you " he said to him
I didn't want to agree on this but then this person made sense. And I was relieved from pain.
I saw a dark shadow entering mine, and I also felt the other person who saved me becoming me,and making me understand the nature of dark that was entering its new home that moment.
Must be a dream I thought, I shook up, but couldn't move, but I woke up.
What a strange dream I said to myself, and I heard "this is not a dream"
"Couldn't be" I said, and tried to wake up even more.
I woke up.
And from that night on, I had two minds and me. But after all this time both Good and Bad have become one and as my teacher. So, I became a just spectator and thus Grave (the watcher) Grave ([glow=green,2,300] On Edina's and Falion's Wish[/glow] ) PHEW!
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Mar 15, 2005 18:59:56 GMT -5
Post by Falion on Mar 15, 2005 18:59:56 GMT -5
Wow.....Amazing...your soul,,, like a star contained,, but when unleashed and disorganized a beautiful atomic mosaic spreads....Thank you brother.
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Mar 15, 2005 19:11:56 GMT -5
Post by Falion on Mar 15, 2005 19:11:56 GMT -5
in response to grave's experience.
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Mar 16, 2005 0:46:10 GMT -5
Post by Grave on Mar 16, 2005 0:46:10 GMT -5
Thanks to both of you. I never thought I could talk about it ;D
Grave(What's next?)
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