Post by lizanne333 on May 31, 2005 8:19:27 GMT -5
Having been delivered from the nightmare
In me
I have since been taken into a dream
where there are things that I now understand
maybe better, a little bit better, well maybe
Truly, RB's books are true
If understood from the perspective
In which they are written
and not from the illuded, clouded, distorted minds
of you and me.
Clearing the path
Is always difficult to be able to "see"
And even then that which we see is but another illusion
in you and me, again and again.
And so now i see that you and me create our own reality here on this planet
and oh how wonderful it would be to fully understand the workings of such things.
That you and me will become more clear in mind
"Pulling" only that which is true and completely, clearly,
consciously, what we desire.
OR
What happens is, we bring to ourselves experiences
that mirror the distortion of our minds and find ourselves
saying:
"Oh, I didn't mean to bring such a thing"
"Why is this happening to me"
So now it appears that we are victims, of something other than ourselves. We are NOT VICTIMS
We are CREATORS of our own reality, and now is the time to understand these things, so we can then take responsibility for ourselves and our own reality.
In understanding the "victim mentality" of which I have been a party to for so long, I see that it is my projection of my expectation of what I will see, and having been victimized early on, I learned to continue to see myself a victim throughout my life, and victimized I was, every time.
Pushing through the years of the distortions in me, it has taken all I am to unravel this mystery. And yes, "How Did We Make It Through?", is a wonder!
Somehow, it seems our physical bodies and our minds hold in them the MEMORIES, of our parents, and our parents, and their parents and generations of our parents, handing down and carrying forth genetically, memory of distortion, stored in the very cells of our bodies., and played out in distorted fashion in the world of matter, unbeknownst to the individuals themselves, bringing about pain and suffering.
So biblicly, it has been recorded as such. I find myself saying again and again that Understanding is the KEY, and we can hope to understand these things a little more, bit by bit, as we watch the distortion play out in our lives.
How to Break Free?
I wonder if I will ever be completely free from distortion as long as I am in a body, using a mind, that is "downstepped", further away from the source of my being.
So, I have found, and this is pretty much a maybe, that when I have gone to the Source in me, and allowed the deepness of this Source to deliver to me, as much as I can allow, the Truth, filtered through me, a ONENESS seems to occur. No more separation between that oneness and me. Should I be able to ALLOW such a thing, there at times appears to be an immediacy between myself and the envirnoment arround me. I am "married to it". I am now an integral part of it.
And the birds sing, and bathe before me. Doors open, and there is truly Magic in the air! I am part of that magic!
However the MAGIC, ITSELF, is what we call GOD, the deliverer of the "MATRIX" of life!, of which we are a full, yet very small part.
Now, I need to clean up a mess or two of my own creation tht I too may move onward, upward, and forward!
Again, thanking, Peter, Scorpio, Falion, Edina, BBird, EE, and Grave. Most importantly to yu RB, and to the ONE,
Who will make us all free, if we so desire!
-L(remembering always, this is a process)
In me
I have since been taken into a dream
where there are things that I now understand
maybe better, a little bit better, well maybe
Truly, RB's books are true
If understood from the perspective
In which they are written
and not from the illuded, clouded, distorted minds
of you and me.
Clearing the path
Is always difficult to be able to "see"
And even then that which we see is but another illusion
in you and me, again and again.
And so now i see that you and me create our own reality here on this planet
and oh how wonderful it would be to fully understand the workings of such things.
That you and me will become more clear in mind
"Pulling" only that which is true and completely, clearly,
consciously, what we desire.
OR
What happens is, we bring to ourselves experiences
that mirror the distortion of our minds and find ourselves
saying:
"Oh, I didn't mean to bring such a thing"
"Why is this happening to me"
So now it appears that we are victims, of something other than ourselves. We are NOT VICTIMS
We are CREATORS of our own reality, and now is the time to understand these things, so we can then take responsibility for ourselves and our own reality.
In understanding the "victim mentality" of which I have been a party to for so long, I see that it is my projection of my expectation of what I will see, and having been victimized early on, I learned to continue to see myself a victim throughout my life, and victimized I was, every time.
Pushing through the years of the distortions in me, it has taken all I am to unravel this mystery. And yes, "How Did We Make It Through?", is a wonder!
Somehow, it seems our physical bodies and our minds hold in them the MEMORIES, of our parents, and our parents, and their parents and generations of our parents, handing down and carrying forth genetically, memory of distortion, stored in the very cells of our bodies., and played out in distorted fashion in the world of matter, unbeknownst to the individuals themselves, bringing about pain and suffering.
So biblicly, it has been recorded as such. I find myself saying again and again that Understanding is the KEY, and we can hope to understand these things a little more, bit by bit, as we watch the distortion play out in our lives.
How to Break Free?
I wonder if I will ever be completely free from distortion as long as I am in a body, using a mind, that is "downstepped", further away from the source of my being.
So, I have found, and this is pretty much a maybe, that when I have gone to the Source in me, and allowed the deepness of this Source to deliver to me, as much as I can allow, the Truth, filtered through me, a ONENESS seems to occur. No more separation between that oneness and me. Should I be able to ALLOW such a thing, there at times appears to be an immediacy between myself and the envirnoment arround me. I am "married to it". I am now an integral part of it.
And the birds sing, and bathe before me. Doors open, and there is truly Magic in the air! I am part of that magic!
However the MAGIC, ITSELF, is what we call GOD, the deliverer of the "MATRIX" of life!, of which we are a full, yet very small part.
Now, I need to clean up a mess or two of my own creation tht I too may move onward, upward, and forward!
Again, thanking, Peter, Scorpio, Falion, Edina, BBird, EE, and Grave. Most importantly to yu RB, and to the ONE,
Who will make us all free, if we so desire!
-L(remembering always, this is a process)