Post by lizanne333 on May 6, 2005 10:23:46 GMT -5
Dearest Monia,
Might heart is heavy with your pain. There is so much
I could say. Actually, if you have time, please read
my most recent posts. They address the very issue
of the pain you are experiencing.
Yesterday's posts, too lengthy to re-post here.
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Monia says:
Hoping *we* can survive to MY crisis (for me to being lost on the way of our story, not feeling anymore *our* dimensione made by him+me, our ONENESS), hoping I can find the way.. not to lose him.
The post, yesterday, I AM THE OCEAN, I AM THE SEA.
WON'T YOU PARTAKE IN ME, is a meditation, a visualization, which if you can allow it, will take you to the
very source of your being.
There, Monia, in the powerful, gently swaying movement
of God, you can SAFELY ABANDON YOURSELF, and quickly
His Love will permeate your entire being. Not only will
He penetrate every cell of your being, but isolate, and
identify for you, and gently quicken your Spirit/Soul,
which is what this World's People so Sorely Need.
I know I consciously need it sometimes from moment to
moment, as I experience the same "pain" of separation
as you. If you can take off the cloak of physicality, and
set aside the mind's intellect, and just "be" in the
ONENESS of the MOVEMENT OF HIM/HER/ALL, I promise
you that YOU WILL BE FOREVER CHANGED.
Truly, it it about surrender, and letting go, and letting
the Source Itself hold you and restore you, and Be
in you and through you FOREVER, at the cry of your
Soul/Spirit.
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But now..the enemy was interior..was in me".
The conflict, the struggle, no longer "needs" to be
painful.
The fact that you can identify the enemy is in you and
not outside of you, is the first step, and what an incredible
step that is.
If the enemy is outside of you, then you are subject to
the interaction with this "other", and all you really can do
is turn away or run. You can do nothing about that which
is outside of you.
However, if you recognize that the "enemy" is inside of
you, NOW THAT YOU CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT!
We can't control others, but Thank-God, we can learn
about, understand, and discipline ourselves.
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I'm struggling against what is in me which is compromising seriously what is the most dear "thing" I have.
Oh Monia!, Oh Falion, Oh Lizanne, Oh All of Us!
Once you have CONNECTED WITH THE VERY SOURCE
OF YOUR BEING, and learned to listen to the "OBSERVER",
within, (listen carefully, the Observer communicates
through your thoughts), set aside all the noise, and
as BLOTTER says: "Do Yoga, and sip tea", This Voice will instruct you on "how to be", "how not to be", "what is
so", "what is not so", and eventually, will reveal to you
mystery upon mystery about you, and me, and All Things,
according to your capacity. If your capacity is full, and there is need, AUTOMATICALLY, HE INCREASES YOUR
CAPACITY.
To address the struggle and internal conflict, well,
just sit with it my love. It is the Source Integrating
Itself into your physicality.
IT cannot do so, until the OLD MAN, THE OLD WAYS OF
RELATING FALL AWAY, to all the NEW TO INTEGRATE.
It does not need to be a battle, once you understand
what is happening (who needs to learn this more than
I). JUST SIT WITH IT, ALLOW IT TO FLOW THROUGH YOU.
When we resist the "pain" we attach ourselves to it.
We entangle ourselves with it, and therin is the struggle.
It will flow through you offering you images of horror,
agony, lies, etc. Don't touch it!, just let it flow, as it
must vacate, before God can integrate in YOU!
All for now, my Love, and enjoy whereever you are
as best as you can, considering the shedding, molting,
transformation you are undertaking.
Lizanne
Might heart is heavy with your pain. There is so much
I could say. Actually, if you have time, please read
my most recent posts. They address the very issue
of the pain you are experiencing.
Yesterday's posts, too lengthy to re-post here.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
Monia says:
Hoping *we* can survive to MY crisis (for me to being lost on the way of our story, not feeling anymore *our* dimensione made by him+me, our ONENESS), hoping I can find the way.. not to lose him.
The post, yesterday, I AM THE OCEAN, I AM THE SEA.
WON'T YOU PARTAKE IN ME, is a meditation, a visualization, which if you can allow it, will take you to the
very source of your being.
There, Monia, in the powerful, gently swaying movement
of God, you can SAFELY ABANDON YOURSELF, and quickly
His Love will permeate your entire being. Not only will
He penetrate every cell of your being, but isolate, and
identify for you, and gently quicken your Spirit/Soul,
which is what this World's People so Sorely Need.
I know I consciously need it sometimes from moment to
moment, as I experience the same "pain" of separation
as you. If you can take off the cloak of physicality, and
set aside the mind's intellect, and just "be" in the
ONENESS of the MOVEMENT OF HIM/HER/ALL, I promise
you that YOU WILL BE FOREVER CHANGED.
Truly, it it about surrender, and letting go, and letting
the Source Itself hold you and restore you, and Be
in you and through you FOREVER, at the cry of your
Soul/Spirit.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
But now..the enemy was interior..was in me".
The conflict, the struggle, no longer "needs" to be
painful.
The fact that you can identify the enemy is in you and
not outside of you, is the first step, and what an incredible
step that is.
If the enemy is outside of you, then you are subject to
the interaction with this "other", and all you really can do
is turn away or run. You can do nothing about that which
is outside of you.
However, if you recognize that the "enemy" is inside of
you, NOW THAT YOU CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT!
We can't control others, but Thank-God, we can learn
about, understand, and discipline ourselves.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------.
I'm struggling against what is in me which is compromising seriously what is the most dear "thing" I have.
Oh Monia!, Oh Falion, Oh Lizanne, Oh All of Us!
Once you have CONNECTED WITH THE VERY SOURCE
OF YOUR BEING, and learned to listen to the "OBSERVER",
within, (listen carefully, the Observer communicates
through your thoughts), set aside all the noise, and
as BLOTTER says: "Do Yoga, and sip tea", This Voice will instruct you on "how to be", "how not to be", "what is
so", "what is not so", and eventually, will reveal to you
mystery upon mystery about you, and me, and All Things,
according to your capacity. If your capacity is full, and there is need, AUTOMATICALLY, HE INCREASES YOUR
CAPACITY.
To address the struggle and internal conflict, well,
just sit with it my love. It is the Source Integrating
Itself into your physicality.
IT cannot do so, until the OLD MAN, THE OLD WAYS OF
RELATING FALL AWAY, to all the NEW TO INTEGRATE.
It does not need to be a battle, once you understand
what is happening (who needs to learn this more than
I). JUST SIT WITH IT, ALLOW IT TO FLOW THROUGH YOU.
When we resist the "pain" we attach ourselves to it.
We entangle ourselves with it, and therin is the struggle.
It will flow through you offering you images of horror,
agony, lies, etc. Don't touch it!, just let it flow, as it
must vacate, before God can integrate in YOU!
All for now, my Love, and enjoy whereever you are
as best as you can, considering the shedding, molting,
transformation you are undertaking.
Lizanne