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Post by lizanne333 on Apr 20, 2005 1:06:32 GMT -5
Dear JT,
Once I was "regular"
Everyone else, (and I do mean everyone else) acted towards me as if I was "irregular"
So, lonely and hurt, I tried to act "irregularly"; 'cause maybe then they would like me.
They "saw" I was trying to act "irregularly", and told me to just be who I was, which was "regular".
So, confused, and in agony, I no longer knew "how to be".
If acting "regularly" caused misunderstanding and rejection, and acting "irregularly" caused similar rejection, then what was I to do? Suffer! and I have.
CATCH 22!
And today; as I have survived, I find that I am at times both "regular", and "irregularly "regular".
And I kind of like it, cause I never know what I am gonna come up with next. "Predictably, unpredictible".
The problem is, when I am "regular", no one knows what I am talking about. When they don't understand what I offer, I go deeper into the heart; which is more "regular" for me.
And "irregularly", as in the past, they turn their backs on me.
I have the darndest time in the world with "irregular' people"!
They constantly, project their "irregularity" upon me. In the mirror, I am before them, they see their "irregularity", and they think it is me, and so did I, for the longest time. But now I "see". Dunno how to lovingly handle this one; cause it makes me frustrated, and somewhat angry.
Sometimes makes me afeerd to interact!
Lizanne
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Post by Elizabeth on Apr 20, 2005 4:55:23 GMT -5
10/9/87 but only if you live outside of america other wise it is 9/10/87. Im born on the 10 day of the ninth month of the year eighty-seven
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Post by Grave on Apr 20, 2005 4:59:04 GMT -5
Lets stick around with the birth dates only pueeezzz ;D ================================ And.... Hello n thank you Elizabeth
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Post by Bluebird on Apr 20, 2005 6:29:59 GMT -5
10/9/87 but only if you live outside of america other wise it is 9/10/87. Im born on the 10 day of the ninth month of the year eighty-seven I'm sorry but I have to do this to you Elizabeth: I'd say it's the other way around: Only if you LIVE in America it's month/day/year.
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Post by Grave on Apr 20, 2005 7:40:33 GMT -5
I'd say it's the other way around: Only if you LIVE in America it's month/day/year. ;D
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