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Post by Edina on Feb 28, 2005 22:28:55 GMT -5
Here, just for blotter.
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Post by Dwayne on Feb 28, 2005 22:46:30 GMT -5
Sweet!! Looking forward to more adventures with blotter & all. Thanks Edina ... & Thank You Peter!! Am enjoying the reading. ~Dwayne~
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Post by JTWolf on Mar 1, 2005 0:11:51 GMT -5
Yes, thank you very much Peter and blotter.....reading your words was the catalyst that prompted me to join in the discussions! Am finding it very interesting as well as enlightning. Opening corriders in my mind on which the doors have been closed for a long time.
Thank you.
Don't cry blotter, after all, every end is a new beginning. Carry the memories for comfort, for a smile when you need it most. Pull out the snapshots stored in your heart and remember....and smile, because you were there and you experienced. Always remember!!
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Post by peter on Mar 3, 2005 13:56:29 GMT -5
e,,,,, d''''''' jt---- cp//// b here in cold snowy burring... its cold in the winter here.. (no wonder he sails mostly in the caribbean) burrrrrr.. e thanks,,, same d.. jt. i didnt know wahhht a thread was until the other day...so thanks for this one. I already see a carpet of gold while rapunzel lends a few strands and cp soothes my heartmemory... I left nz the other day and put my home up for sale.. sometimes blotter takes the load and sometimes I do...all very changingish and fantasical really... but?, hey ... so it this moment tooo, so thanks with putting up with me and helping me find my way.... If you would like to see where i was while the dophins and the tea pot played it is www.mckiegarden.com ....... i have sleeping to do and rest and then go look for a new pond or river or even a glass of water to swim in. sometimes that is all i need.... peter
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Post by Edina on Mar 3, 2005 22:51:34 GMT -5
Now, this is FUNNY. To say the least... I have mistaken you with an old friend of mine, blotter/peter. You sound just like HIM. Though it's all good, can't wait for the next story. Good luck on selling your house!
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Post by peter on Mar 4, 2005 17:46:52 GMT -5
That bright white tree glowed and with it blotter and I. did too. Through the afanamati muslin gauze draped over the window, the brightnessing of us, It reminded me that , to find i , i had to lose i..
Blotter just blinked out loud, wondering "Wha?"
he took his tail out of mouth as Matai had remembered him so many times, ' It's not a meal ya know".. blottter unconsciouly squeezed his tail and matted some of the moisture out of it before hiding it behind his back, almost as if his teacher was giving him hell for it , right now..
It was almost time to move, but not quite.... I didnt really wish to focuswake , but rather lengthen this moment as i watched our spirits blend in this dream with the light of the spirittree... 'one long moment' was what i heard just before the sun moved slightly and i felt aa moving around the new place. 'Love?' ' You awake?' "Tea?' I just laid there inhaling deeply within this chance of now. quietly using my moment to breathe.
blotter had his pawa up on the window just looking at the tree too.. he turned to me to ask "did... and he stopped. He knew I had seen it and was still looking as the light changed to gold and then to a snow covered birch tree.
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Post by Edina on Mar 5, 2005 13:44:58 GMT -5
How true is that! Was it a 'giving tree'?
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Post by peter on Mar 5, 2005 15:10:05 GMT -5
I quietly closed my eyes in reverie. Blotter opened his in the same mood. As I tried to hold onto that chance of seeing,blotter took a chance and became the seeingtree It never occured to me that he was witnessing something the same yet completely different. He stopped his question , Not becuase there was nothing else to say or ask. There was. There is. Blotter stoped becuase we did see something different.
when i opened my eyes just a few moments later, blotter was shimmering. From where i watched with my head on pillow near the edge of the bed, I saw a world that i did not understand , yet took it as quite natural. Blotter was superimposed on the tree like there was no distance involved. No inside and outside. I saw blotter and the spirittree. The Great Bear Matia said we would see this together , one day . Alll of that knowing came later as i just watched without thought.... blotter and the tree were glowing brighter together until both recognized their intensity and then. Simply quietly and completely, left. That was a month ago and i stilll look for them both. Its quiet here now .
Im different in some ways, i guess. More hopefull, more full. more solid, more sad. Not for him or me or anything like that , but rather simular to the absolute feeling of spatial depth and layers of silence, that i only feeeeel some times when i hear music like 'Barbar's' addagio for strings in C. its not something i can use words for, but if anyone out there feeels that stike of sadness with a viewmemory or a soundscene.. then you know. and Until I see for myself , again, I wait , I watch and notice a seedling growing where my friend dissapeared one day..... i catch my self then feeling a tear coming yet let it turn to a smile. A big one.and then sometimes, i do have wet eyes
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Post by Edina on Mar 5, 2005 19:19:09 GMT -5
Why don't you register Peter?
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Post by ok for what on Mar 6, 2005 8:31:54 GMT -5
any prizes? blotter could taste the winning fish already... he smiled... Not much of a player or registerer but , if e asks? welll it musssst be fun.... love to learn more,, always willing...' fish fishfish '.. he could taste those winning fish already........
.. peter closed his eyes and repeated three times with blotter..
'I register' ' I register' 'I register'
and then went skiiing.......
wow? first group i joined in a lloooooooong time...
thanks...
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Post by Edina on Mar 6, 2005 11:00:20 GMT -5
Ok, let me tell you what's in it for you! - If you register, you'll get to communicate with the Webmaster, me ;D and others through Private Messaging and won't have to send an email when you have problems on the board.
If you haven't noticed, it's usually easier and faster to catch us on here, than in email.
- When you're a member, you can edit your posts, use extra features like smilies ;D different sizes and colors of fonts, and post a picture, a link or an email address without having to remember which codes to use.
- After registering, you'll be able to browse through our members list and find anyone easily.
- Through your profile settings, you'll be able to insert a quote or a picture under your post, and have an avatar picture under your username, just like the one of my kitty cat.
- Completing a profile is easy and useful in which you can list your email, website address (if you have one), your age, location and personal interests.
- And last, but not least, your posts will be counted and easier to be found -- in case you want to check back on them in the future.
The choice is up to you Peter! I know, we all would be honoured if you joined us today. ;D
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Post by Dwayne on Mar 6, 2005 15:41:34 GMT -5
Indeed! What Edina says. Blessings ... ~Dwayne~
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Post by peter on Mar 11, 2005 8:02:57 GMT -5
"Ouuuuuui, look at the size of that salmon' thought blotter,,,"yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmy" he was trying to eat more roots and berries these days and follow the idea which Matai had talked about on their lonnnnng walk along the ancient river.... Blotter could stilll hear him, " its not that eating fish is bad at all but rather when you do enjoy them, have a prayer in youre heart of thanks and of oneness..'' ''Let them know that you share their spirit and are in a state of greatfull thought for youre nourishment." Blotter thought on this as he swished around in the new falling snow in his new pond near the balsam dream and cryptomeria life and wondered where aa was or pamalfi.... he missed them .
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Post by peter on Mar 18, 2005 7:53:44 GMT -5
In the newness of the days distance , the memory of windsong reminds me of home. "There's no place like.... ( dorthy thinks forever)... And now a day dream of spring. A reddish brown is starting to fill in the color horizon of promises. gifts along the ridgelines in which i now live flow into view.... Blotter has found a pond nearby and has some complaints about a certain group of beavers but I am sure he will figure it out. He always does. " fish fish fish" i hear him think....
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Post by Edina on Mar 18, 2005 8:31:09 GMT -5
Peeeeeeeeeter, I saaaw you reeeeegistered. Thanks! ;D
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